Draft Risk Taking/Reflection

Monday June 6, 2016
I’m considering today as a life event. It feels like a turning point in my life. Not because today was the day I decided to do something but because today was the day I realized I could keep doing something. That mental barrier of “I can’t”. I can’t fit it into my schedule. There’s not enough time to do this. I’m going to put it off till later. Why? The best example of feeling is when you’re in bed and you want to turn out off the lights but you can’t. You’re relaxed and any sort of disruption will ruin the state that you’re in so you deal with it. I’ve started to overcome that feeling. It’s one of my bad habits that’s hindered my progress of self-improvement.

My Level Up Bar
Ideal :D

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Okay :)

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Less Ideal :/

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Not Ideal at All D:

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• Something about maintenance-

I write here because I want to capture the feelings that are going through my head. It’s a repository for what I feel in the moment.